sigh. im so slack nowadays.
not even studying much.
i did chinese 4b today. THATS ALL.
tooooo little. way tooo little.
i must study for lit tonight.
and highlight all de stuff i need to make notes for in my chem and bio textbk.
so bloody screwed up la.
sigh.
and... im not sure i can go out tml.
sigh. scarli my mom tell me tml i cannot go out. hmph.


and i couldnt find my cd. quite kek today.
went CD rama at westmall, they tell me its sold out.
sigh. so must take time out to go get it.
or maybe ask pple help me buy *grin*
i think i shall. haha.


and it hurts so bad.
to sacrifice your own happiness for his happiness ya?
i know.
i know that its tearing up your heart to try and get him and her together.
but you'd do it aniwae.
cos you liked him so much you place his happiness above yours.
its true that this is the way you can try and let go.
but its gonna take so much out of you.
burn you up.
but youve been telling me how you see him watch her.
see him take every opportunity to get next to her.
and tease her and stuff, and smile when she laughs.
and you smile too, a sad smile, to know that he's happy with a girl thats not you.
and you know how much he wants that girl to like him.
i know it takes courage.
but you'll always have me to comfort you k.
dont cry, you're a brave girl and i know its not easy.